this week's holiday at my my bello's hse again. (:
i spent the noon preparing my darling for his cousin's wedding ceremony thingy, he looks astonishingly handsome today. dressed up abit only he looks so charming, dont know how will he look like when we get married years later hor.. later nobody places their attention on me, everyone looking at him. haha.. anw we are heading to the museum later and we planned to wear something alike. i think we definitely will enjoy today very very much. now that im alone in his house, i decided to blog abit abt our life now before jaslyn wee and tayjieqing nag again. haha.. okay la im quite bored la.. but bored at bello's hse better than being bored at my hse, at least here the feeling of bello embracing me is slightly stronger. haha..... i miss home too. tomorrow morning i am gg home already cos bello needs to work very very very early. sian...... 2nd sunday already. sunday ming ming is off days. ):
our life has been
up UP UP UP UP for many days until one stupid day i suddenly lost my mind and vented my craziness on bello and he got so heartbroken. it was really nothing big deal and nothing for me to be upset about. guessed it was my school work that caused me to feel so stressed up and my poor bello got dragged into the picture. after that crazy incident, we cherish each other even more and enjoy our every seconds together x2 the amount we used to, which was already very every enjoyable.
my life has changed ever since i accepted bello to be in my life. he is a great boyfriend, and i am sure nobody can ever beat his "greatness" down (in this generation). i used "generation" because i still think nobody can be as good as my papa.
hello bello, u are on par with him okay, dont worry, and save your naggings. hahaha..
bello teng is always around me, physically or morally (emotionally too). even when he has work to do and we can neither talk nor sms, i still can feel the connection between us. like seriously if one day we have to live in different country (be it i go overseas for studies which is one of papa's wishes or he works in another country which is one of his desire i think), im sure our feelings will not go away a single bit. just that our misses for each other might make us lovesick. hehehe...
i dont know how did i manage to make this person love me so much, or why do i love bello so much as well. i now 100% believe that "hao ren you hao bao" already. (we are hao ren and we are each other's hao bao! hahaha) its really god's will to make us a couple. i dont know how to describe the connection we have, its so heavenly. we are just so similar that we dont have anything to quarrel about (unless i go crazy and talk rubbish again), we also dont have to really speak out our minds to understand what we really mean. we are like 99.99999% alike. some similarities are we like history, we like to keep our room clean, we enjoy same kinds of activities........ aiya all la! we just have the same kind of mindset and thoughts for almost everything. hahaha..
bello is always around to motivate and give me words of encouragement. like when i was panicking over my TP, he was the one talking on the phone with me until my tester called my name, telling me not to be afraid of anything, he has faith in me.. telling me how he managed to pass all his TPs and tests and overcome his nervousness. when i had to present something to the class, he never failed to encourage me with the confidence he has in me. i have never done any presentation in class (be it pri, sec, o lvls, diploma...) before, and the first time i did, it turned out quite well and received nice comments from my classmates and lecturer, thats when i know i did not let my darling bello down. when i was sick, he took care of me like nobody else can do a better job. when i was late for class, he will put his own studies aside and send me to school. when i was really moody, he asked me to go ahead and shop until i feel happy, bills will be on him. (i know he mean it but of cos i didnt la, i wanna save money for our future! :D). when i randomly told him that i like that yellow flower, he bought it secretly when i went to the toilet and surprised me in the middle of orchard road. when i was afraid to go to the toilet, he will accompany me and wait outside the toilet patiently. when my classmate was needing a laptop urgently in class, he didnt mind at all and lent me his laptop (which is not very appropriate for some reasons) to save my classmates. i know he is willing to take the risk because he loves me and he trusts me.
there are many many things that bello has done and every single bit of it touched the deepest of my heart. he makes me hope that i can live to a thousand years old. i will really die in regrets if i were to die tomorrow, i dont want to be separated with this bellyboy at all. most importantly, i want to use my life to love this darling of mine, love him as long as i am still around. so the longer i live, the longer bello will feel loved and cherished. but bello, if i die tml, u will still be loved by me okay......... but donno after you die we will meet anot, cos we will go to different parts of heaven. haha.. but who knows a few years later the christian company and buddhist company will combine right? like DBS and POSB bank like that. hahaa.. i hope they will!
bello teng happy = tumby tan happy. hehehe..
(bello + his family) x (tumby + her family) happy altogether means bello and tumby very very happy! :D
okay i need to prepare now lo... less than 2hours bello will come back and fetch me to start our saturday! :D
*bello sorry im promoting you again, i think its really hard for you not to be the best-seller la. hahaha..
**u just smsed me and said you have the best girlfriend! hahaha..
***i have the best boyfriend too! :D
lovelove! (:
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